What I Wouldn't Give..........

What I wouldn't give to be able to open and honest and vent my feelings, thoughts, and frustrations right now. But fear of who might read it keeps me from doing that temporarily. One of these days, I hope to be able to explain all this mess and get it out in the open and receive the feedback and comforting comments I enjoy. But for now, my lips are sealed, and I struggle with it internally, only able to speak of it in person with my husband or friends yet somehow not being able to describe the intensity of feeling that resides. I am a much better writer than speaker, and how I wish I could write. But for now, the typing must stop until I think of a more positive, unrelated topic to discuss, one which will not jeopardize anything.

Sorry to keep you all in the dark and to be so quick and vague. Take comfort in the fact that it does NOT have to do with my health, my husband/marriage, or my family and friends. Thanks for letting me get this out at least! :)